I believe.

I believe, I do. 
 I believe in Christ, yet sometimes I think my life doesn't always reflect that.  I say things before thinking it through, fail to live out the radical compassion God draws me to, I spend my time focusing on things I don't have, I fear I won't become the person God has called me to be.  Why do I do this?


I consistently question God and why He hasn't provided certain things for me that set me apart from the crowd...


Deep down I am afraid of being different.  I am in fear that other people won't give me a chance.  This entire idea is ridiculous because God has set me a part for a reason.  He has set all of us apart for a reason.  


We are the vehicle for His love in families, friendships, dating relationships, schools.  The power of the individual is highly underrated in this world because Jesus uses each one of us for His unique purposes.


He uses one to lead someone to Christ.
One to forgive another.
One to show radical love.
One to shine in His name.


Christ has called us to stand up for the broken, lead the weak to Him, and live out the love that He has embedded in our hearts.  YOU personally. Not just that guy over there. Not just your youth pastor. YOU.


His love is sufficient for every one of our lives.  In fact, it is more than enough.  Whenever you find yourself asking for more, take a step back.  Reevaluate where your priorities are and where your heart is.


"For where your treasure is, your heart will be also.."- Matthew 6:21


Jesus calls us to never give up.
Never give up on His unfailing love.
Never give up on yourself and the power you hold through Him.
Never give up hope in the plan He weaved for you.


Lord, I believe. I believe in Your transforming power to change my life from darkness into light.  I believe that You have made me for a purpose beyond my knowledge.  I believe that my life has happened in accordance to Your plan and that following You not only means a life of love in this world, but a life marked by having the courage to change it.
Give me the strength to be patient for good things come to those who wait.  Help me to appreciate every detail of this life, good and bad, that I have the privilege of living in Your name.  You are the living God and never leave my side no matter how far I stray.  Train me to keep my eyes on You and You alone. In Jesus' name, amen.